It was a boring week:
* We went to see "Iron Man 2" - in a neighborhood theatre.
* We both worked long days. He was physically tired when he got home & I was emotionally tired when I turned my laptop off. He was tired from climbing ladders, hauling equipment, fixing what others were supposed to do, but conveniently 'forgot' to finish before they left for the day. I was tired from dealing with the news of yet another job change being hoisted upon me. A change I didn't agree with, but to stay employed, I must figure out how to make the best of the situation. * I cooked dinner - most days... :-)
* He went grocery shopping with me - and I think once was enough ... LOL
* I went shopping for stuff only girls would be excited about & I didn't ask him to go with me.
* He went flying...
*I worked on my garden...
* We complained about the rain - "It seems more like April than May with all this rain!" "Yup, I'm tired of the rain."
* We watched "America, the Story of Us". It started out as him sitting up and me laying my head on his lap - so romantic. It ended up with both of us falling asleep - so comforting.
It was a boring week... a GOOD BORING WEEK. I could live for a long time with more boring weeks like this. I think I could live a long time with D. That thought is good & is scary...
Just a few weeks ago, we both said that we didn't love one another. I was okay with that --- at that time --- because at that time I didn't see much future. At that time, something was always happening which made me focus on D as a Mr. Right Now, not as a Mr. Right. But this week, these past weeks, have brought him from the first category to the latter. Hence the fear... am I falling in love with someone who is not falling in love with me? A scary thought... very scary!
But for now, I'm going to enjoy my "boring" days with D.
For Now - "Boring Lady Bug"
For Now - "Boring Lady Bug"
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