A few weeks ago, I had a dream about D and me going to the store to pick out an engagement ring. We were going to different stores looking for the style and the price that made sense. I woke up feeling good. I work up feeling HAPPY - but confused.
Back in January, I wrote about why I wouldn't get married again... basically the reason was money. But this latest assignment D has gotten at work pays decent. He is able to dig himself out of his hole as well as pay bills here. He couldn't take over all the bills, but he can pay some - which is good.
I am wondering now if I wrote too hastily in January... I'm fond of saying that when I was a child I wanted to be a wife and a mother. Well, I'm a mother and I've been a wife. Perhaps now I miss being a wife.
Still confused!!!!!
Back in January, I wrote about why I wouldn't get married again... basically the reason was money. But this latest assignment D has gotten at work pays decent. He is able to dig himself out of his hole as well as pay bills here. He couldn't take over all the bills, but he can pay some - which is good.
I am wondering now if I wrote too hastily in January... I'm fond of saying that when I was a child I wanted to be a wife and a mother. Well, I'm a mother and I've been a wife. Perhaps now I miss being a wife.
Still confused!!!!!
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