I haven't written in a long time and I have been thinking about why I haven't written in a long time. Well when I was brushing my teeth, I opened the medicine cabinet and saw a tube of Pearl White. This is D's tooth paste. He has to order it. Stay with me...
Although D and I have lived together for about 18 months now, he doesn't mix his toiletries with mine. He never put anything in the medicine cabinet. It was as if adding toiletries to the medicine cabinet would suggest permanency and he wasn't sure if that is what he wanted (I think). Yet, when I saw the tooth paste, it says normalcy. I smiled when I first saw it in there a few days ago.
We are moving forward, maybe not towards marriage - but certainly towards a more permanent relationship (and I'm not sure we can get more permanent than we are now).
So I think the reason I haven't written in a long time is that I feel normal. I don't feel on edge. Now don't get me wrong, we still have our days and there are still things that bother me (prejudice being #1), but all in all, I think we are normal.
I love normal.
Lady Bug
Although D and I have lived together for about 18 months now, he doesn't mix his toiletries with mine. He never put anything in the medicine cabinet. It was as if adding toiletries to the medicine cabinet would suggest permanency and he wasn't sure if that is what he wanted (I think). Yet, when I saw the tooth paste, it says normalcy. I smiled when I first saw it in there a few days ago.
We are moving forward, maybe not towards marriage - but certainly towards a more permanent relationship (and I'm not sure we can get more permanent than we are now).
So I think the reason I haven't written in a long time is that I feel normal. I don't feel on edge. Now don't get me wrong, we still have our days and there are still things that bother me (prejudice being #1), but all in all, I think we are normal.
I love normal.
Lady Bug
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