Finding Love

I've been thinking about my new year's resolution to fall in love.  Where I am today, is not "in love"; nor do I seem to be working towards love.  In February I thought I was going towards love, but today, in April, I don't think so.  I'm not sure if I should allow this relationship to play itself out, or if I should stop it now.  Not sure...I'm questioning myself, my motives for allowing him to stay or for telling him to go.  Perhaps I still care greatly for him but don't think that he is returning my feelings. 

I still want to find love...